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1986
01:42
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Born into
Out of nothing for no one
From darkness
From light
From rest
I did not ask to be born
But here I am
Here I am
Silence
Here I am
Into the world
Kick and scream
Ready or not
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2. |
Sustain and Contain
02:17
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It’s just like you to say too much
I was never listening too much (Just like you to say too much)
Let’s just keep this going one more time
If your story is a confession then so is mine
Just once I’d like to speak my mind
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3. |
Throwback Thursday
02:39
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Settle down release the hounds
It’s all been said and done before now
Now let me down
Maybe I said too much
I never learned not to bite the hand that feeds you
But also no one ever told me not too
Here I go again
History always repeats for the weak ones
Here I go again
Before you go you want to leave your mark
But everything’s dark, everything fell apart again
You should have let me go, you should have said no
You know as well as I do that we’re never gonna be friends
Just because I know that you are gone
Does not mean that I don’t hear your voice
In my head again
I just need a friend
Pondering everything I should have said but
I should have waited, instead I got faded
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I keep dying over and over and over
I keep trying over and over and over
I keep trying but no matter what I do
You just won’t go down
Once again you have failed
You’ll overcome me
I’m in your blood
I’m in your veins
I’m here to stay
I’m going nowhere
Now I know what I’ve gotta do
Now I know how to beat you
Let’s go
This time I can feel it
I know you are going down
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5. |
80 Million Bits
03:55
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Instrumental.
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6. |
Candyman
03:36
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Helen, Helen
Look into my eyes
Got something for you
Something you might despise
Helen, Helen
Come with me,
Helen, please don’t run and hide
Say it fives it’s time to die high
I said it fives times it’s time to die high
Mouth full of bees
It’s hell even for Helen
Mouth full of bees
Locked under his spell
It’s hell for Helen,
It’s hell even for Helen
Waking up in a bathroom
I don’t know what I did
Blood on my hands
What have I done?
What have I done!
Helen, Helen
Follow me into my lair
Don’t despair
We will be together as one
We will have ourselves a son
Bring me my son!
Candyman Candyman Candyman Candyman Candyman
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7. |
Reverse Big Bang
01:46
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We all are just grains of sand
In a cosmic time in a cosmic land and
All the planets and the stars will return to nothing
Return to nothing
All the atoms will return to nothing
God will return to nothing
Stardust
All the love and all the hate will return to nothing
Return to nothing
So it goes…
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8. |
S.O.S.
03:11
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SOS
Does anyone read me?
Is anyone out there?
Does anyone read me?
Is anyone out there?
Does anyone hear me?
Did anyone conceive me?
Or was I born in a lab?
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9. |
Emo Night At The Morgue
03:05
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Lately I've been looking in the mirror
Turning around and looking back to see
where my life has gone
[chorus]
Once again I'm at a loss for words
Things I've said become meaningless
As I float in place I start to wonder
Did this have a point or did that pass
right under my nose past all the blow
pointing fingers at the ones who know
I know I just need to grow up
instead of waiting in line for life to show up
[chorus]
Are you having fun yet? (Enjoy the show) x4
I've had so many chances
[chorus]
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Our Special Place
03:17
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When I said it’s time to end this I knew that you were already dead
You had just become a voice in my head
[chorus]
On your mark
Get set
Go go go go go go go go
Green eyes sacred lines
Stories and lies
Our last goodbye
Goodbye
Hopefully I get it this time
Break the loop this time
[chorus]
I went through a door
And when I came back
I was somewhere else
You were somewhere else
I was… nowhere
[chorus]
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Like I Always Said
04:12
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Just like I always said (You can’t get out of my head)
You can’t get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my fucking head!
In one ear and out the other
Merry go round and round and round
I’ve seen you coming
I’ve watched you going
I just followed because I’ve got nowhere to go
Nowhere to be
My home is nowhere
And all the doors are locked
And locked
And jammed
Like I always said
I am free at last
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13. |
Hindsight (Bonus)
06:02
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I’ve done so many drugs I can’t remember the name of them all (what’s in a name anyway)
Seen so many friends come and go like the last line of cocaine or adderall (pssh clever)
I haven’t had a drink in a week
Double the anxiety after a hot streak (Think a week is a hot streak huh?)
Pacing and panic just to keep things stable
Money will enable me to see this through to my death
Pick apart my skull until there’s none left
Tear off my skin that I’m living in, nose running down to my chin
Six figures and miserable, just look how pitiful that woe is me kid aint seen nothing yet
What do you want?
A jumbo jet?
Not to be hated by people you just met?
Felt like zero since middle school
My first hero was [redacted]
Yeah I’ve come around since then tenfold
But scars stick around for a reason
If I drop the edge is that treason
Or just a step in the right direction?
Everything I touch turns into an infection
Fuck
[chorus]
Maybe it’s all just hindsight
Mostly said by those in the limelight
If I lived wrong maybe I can just die right
Maybe I can just die tonight
(Is he really gonna do another verse of this shit?)
I think I’m worth of love (No you’re not)
And it’s taken a lot of years to feel that way (Heh)
But sometimes I look in the mirror and say not today (Damn right)
You fucking piece of shit
You make me sick (tell it)
You fucking piece of shit (tell it)
Yeah there’s something wrong with my brain (like a lot of things)
One day I grew up and everything changed (Not really)
I think I don’t want to be like this (Your past and trauma is all you really are)
I decided maybe confided in myself (You have no self)
Put this misery back on the shelf (Fucking idiot)
I don’t want to be someone else (In your dreams)
Huh.
[chorus]
I know that chorus is misleading
This feeling is fleeting and I’ll always be at work
Cashing checks on my emotions
Bouncing back strictly to start comotions
Absent and abstract on my devotions
Carelessly counting the constructs
Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked
Aimless and awestruck (yeah something like that)
But I’m okay, shit. (Are you though?)
I’m alright. (I dunno)
Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked
Aimless and awestruck (I kinda like that)
Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked
Aimless and awestruck
Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked
[chorus]
I think I’m gonna leave
Put this all behind me (well I’ll see you later)
Because hindsight is 2020
Hindsight is 2020
(A dream)
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James Rearranged Washington, D.C.
James Rearranged is a passion project of mine, combining elements of different genres that have had meaning to me throughout my life.
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