Born into Out of nothing for no one From darkness From light From rest I did not ask to be born But here I am Here I am Silence Here I am Into the world Kick and scream Ready or not

It’s just like you to say too much I was never listening too much (Just like you to say too much) Let’s just keep this going one more time If your story is a confession then so is mine Just once I’d like to speak my mind

Settle down release the hounds It’s all been said and done before now Now let me down Maybe I said too much I never learned not to bite the hand that feeds you But also no one ever told me not too Here I go again History always repeats for the weak ones Here I go again Before you go you want to leave your mark But everything’s dark, everything fell apart again You should have let me go, you should have said no You know as well as I do that we’re never gonna be friends Just because I know that you are gone Does not mean that I don’t hear your voice In my head again I just need a friend Pondering everything I should have said but I should have waited, instead I got faded

I keep dying over and over and over I keep trying over and over and over I keep trying but no matter what I do You just won’t go down Once again you have failed You’ll overcome me I’m in your blood I’m in your veins I’m here to stay I’m going nowhere Now I know what I’ve gotta do Now I know how to beat you Let’s go This time I can feel it I know you are going down

Instrumental.

Helen, Helen Look into my eyes Got something for you Something you might despise Helen, Helen Come with me, Helen, please don’t run and hide Say it fives it’s time to die high I said it fives times it’s time to die high Mouth full of bees It’s hell even for Helen Mouth full of bees Locked under his spell It’s hell for Helen, It’s hell even for Helen Waking up in a bathroom I don’t know what I did Blood on my hands What have I done? What have I done! Helen, Helen Follow me into my lair Don’t despair We will be together as one We will have ourselves a son Bring me my son! Candyman Candyman Candyman Candyman Candyman

We all are just grains of sand In a cosmic time in a cosmic land and All the planets and the stars will return to nothing Return to nothing All the atoms will return to nothing God will return to nothing Stardust All the love and all the hate will return to nothing Return to nothing So it goes…

SOS Does anyone read me? Is anyone out there? Does anyone read me? Is anyone out there? Does anyone hear me? Did anyone conceive me? Or was I born in a lab?

Lately I've been looking in the mirror Turning around and looking back to see where my life has gone [chorus] Once again I'm at a loss for words Things I've said become meaningless As I float in place I start to wonder Did this have a point or did that pass right under my nose past all the blow pointing fingers at the ones who know I know I just need to grow up instead of waiting in line for life to show up [chorus] Are you having fun yet? (Enjoy the show) x4 I've had so many chances [chorus]

When I said it’s time to end this I knew that you were already dead You had just become a voice in my head [chorus] On your mark Get set Go go go go go go go go Green eyes sacred lines Stories and lies Our last goodbye Goodbye Hopefully I get it this time Break the loop this time [chorus] I went through a door And when I came back I was somewhere else You were somewhere else I was… nowhere [chorus]

Just like I always said (You can’t get out of my head) You can’t get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my fucking head! In one ear and out the other Merry go round and round and round I’ve seen you coming I’ve watched you going I just followed because I’ve got nowhere to go Nowhere to be My home is nowhere And all the doors are locked And locked And jammed Like I always said I am free at last

I’ve done so many drugs I can’t remember the name of them all (what’s in a name anyway) Seen so many friends come and go like the last line of cocaine or adderall (pssh clever) I haven’t had a drink in a week Double the anxiety after a hot streak (Think a week is a hot streak huh?) Pacing and panic just to keep things stable Money will enable me to see this through to my death Pick apart my skull until there’s none left Tear off my skin that I’m living in, nose running down to my chin Six figures and miserable, just look how pitiful that woe is me kid aint seen nothing yet What do you want? A jumbo jet? Not to be hated by people you just met? Felt like zero since middle school My first hero was [redacted] Yeah I’ve come around since then tenfold But scars stick around for a reason If I drop the edge is that treason Or just a step in the right direction? Everything I touch turns into an infection Fuck [chorus] Maybe it’s all just hindsight Mostly said by those in the limelight If I lived wrong maybe I can just die right Maybe I can just die tonight (Is he really gonna do another verse of this shit?) I think I’m worth of love (No you’re not) And it’s taken a lot of years to feel that way (Heh) But sometimes I look in the mirror and say not today (Damn right) You fucking piece of shit You make me sick (tell it) You fucking piece of shit (tell it) Yeah there’s something wrong with my brain (like a lot of things) One day I grew up and everything changed (Not really) I think I don’t want to be like this (Your past and trauma is all you really are) I decided maybe confided in myself (You have no self) Put this misery back on the shelf (Fucking idiot) I don’t want to be someone else (In your dreams) Huh. [chorus] I know that chorus is misleading This feeling is fleeting and I’ll always be at work Cashing checks on my emotions Bouncing back strictly to start comotions Absent and abstract on my devotions Carelessly counting the constructs Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked Aimless and awestruck (yeah something like that) But I’m okay, shit. (Are you though?) I’m alright. (I dunno) Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked Aimless and awestruck (I kinda like that) Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked Aimless and awestruck Blatantly bias that we’re all fucked [chorus] I think I’m gonna leave Put this all behind me (well I’ll see you later) Because hindsight is 2020 Hindsight is 2020 (A dream)